I've always been a shy person. I always sat on the fringes of groups and had extremely low self esteem. Recently i began dating my first boyfriend, and at first i thought hes was great. He was funny (made to many offensive jokes tho), he was handsome, and he made me feel really special and i felt like i really matter to him. But yesterday i was at his house watching "Horrible Bosses" and the second a sex scene came on he began rubbing up against me and kissing me on my neck and such. I told him to stop but he just plain wouldn't. He asked me if i wanted to have sex with him but i refused, but he kept kissing me so I yelled at him and began crying, and when i told him to drive me home he started ranting about how "He was way out of my league and that I didnt deserve him." he made a bunch of sexist comments and then made me walk home! I was so upset that when i got home i called the police and told them he raped me. They arrested him and i feel awful. I think it was justified because i was almost raped, which is almost as bad as the real thing.. What should i do? Should i keep pressing the charges?