Well, they're working. They're working great! I'm starting to feel a lot better, even though my heads still all wonky after recent happenings.
There's just one thing... Now that I'm not neglecting myself and the tablets are working I'm in full on binge mode. My body has woken up and decided that food is great again and now I need either a horse feed bag full of carrots and celery or a Hannibal Lecter mask to stop me from full on demolishing the kitchen. Full on "EAT ALL THE THINGS" mode initiated.
Also: Zyprexa. It comes with a warning to avoid overexposure to sunlight while being treated with that medication. I am become vampire
TRIGGER WARNING: UTERUS TALK AHEAD
My first period after the pregnancy loss was a doozy. I bled for a month straight while the pills worked on my hormone levels. Husband must have felt like he was living in a nightmare. They really dont describe this stuff well in the books, do they? It's like, all mysterious and looks like it will be bareable, but then it happens and its just... no words. The blood brought back all the pregnancy loss memories and made me feel so bleh. I could barely cope. Period from hell ended only a few days ago and I feel heaps better though. Looking forward to a couple of months from now when I can start skipping periods. And then a few more months after that, depending on things, we might start TTC again.
tld;rd But anyway, fuck periods. And yay for being able to skip periods again soon!
(eta: damnit, what's with my typing lately? autocorrect is a hoot, isn't it?)